This post is for all the gaming geeks out there. The other day I was thinking about all the games I finished while I was living at SJC. This may or may not be interesting, but here's a list in no particular order:

Medal of Honor - Spearhead (thanks to Nic for counting the shells for me in the Ardennes forest)

Medal of Honor - Breakthrough (thanks to Patrick for buying this for me)

Jedi Knight: Jedi Academy (I had to rush through this because it was cutting into my school work)

No One Lives Forever 2 (the first game I played in 2003)

Contract Jack (it took me three days to beat)

Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic (I devoted 72 hours of my life into this game)

Max Payne (ask Patrick to show you his impression of Max going into bullet-time)

Max Payne 2 (did I mention Patrick also does the sound effects?)

Call of Duty (allowed me to live out my dream of doing LAN games at SJC, thanks everyone)

XIII (this will be the last game here at SJC)

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When I look back upon the first couple of months at SJC, I cannot help but laugh how things were back then. I would say I know about 80-90% of the residents now. I know their names and what they're studying. I can even tell you where they're from. The flipside is that about 80-90% of the College knows my name and probably could give you a fairly good description of who am I.

This was not always the case, however. That might come as a surprise to some of my readers, but alas, it is true. I was really nervous in the first week I was here. I had a lot to deal with and my world had changed quite a bit. I was back at school, new degree, new residence, new people, it was a new life. I dreaded going to the dining hall. I wasn't sure who to sit with and though I was eager to meet people, I felt awkward.

I remember one of the very first dinners, I sat down at this table with one other guy. I won't mention his name, but let's call him Andrew. I had met no one at SJC and I felt very green. As I ate, I mustered up the courage to engage Andrew in conversation. Andrew was as about forthcoming as a criminal during interrogation. He had short terse answers to my questions. I was like, woah, this is not going well, grad students must be assholes or something. It turns out Andrew just isn't a very talkative guy at all, to almost everyone. Of course, at the time I didn't know this, but I chuckle whenever I think he was the first guy I tried to talk to at SJC.

It was during the formal dinner in the second week of school that I met my very first set of friends at SJC. At the reception beforehand, I came upon this random dude. I introduced myself to him. He said his name was Nic. He also introduced me to his fiancee Marcia. They had just moved into a couples room. I forget what we chatted about, but we wound up sitting at the same table at dinner. After dinner, I'm not sure if we went to Koerner's afterwards (an SJC tradition!), but we did go back to their palatial suite. The three of us had more wine and I admit I was a little tipsy. Somehow the conversation got steered towards Star Wars and Lord of the Rings. Strangely enough, that was when Marcia decided to get changed into her jammies and went to bed.

It was that night, I realized Nic and Marcia were very good people. Lucky for me, they thought I was an ok dude. For the next several weeks, I leaned upon them for support. Though I met a small handful of other people, they were my main set of friends. An almost daily routine consisted of me going over to their place to heat up a can of Campbell's Chunky soup on their stove. I'd heat up my soup and chat with Nic and/or Marcia about our day. Sometimes, I'd stay and eat there. It was comforting. I even nicknamed myself Kramer because I was over there so much.

It didn't end there. I used to eat dinner with them all the time. For four months, I can't even remember how many dinners I didn't eat with them. My routine was to go onto MSN, and signal either Nic or Marcia about dinner. I'd then go over to their place on my way to the dining hall, pick them up, and we'd all go over to dinner together.

While I got to know both Nic and Marcia very well, I didn't realize at the time this was not a good way to integrate with the rest of the College. I remember one Friday night near November, I was at McDonald's with Lindsey eating dinner. Lindsey was one of the few people I had actually got to know outside of Nic and Marcia. We were discussing the people in the College. She began rattling off names for me.

"Do you know so and so?"

"No."

"She's the one with blonde hair, lives in our hallway."

"Nope, doesn't ring a bell."

"She's going out with so and so."

"Really?"

"Yeah, it's obvious. Every one knows."

"Hmmmm..."

"Do you know so and so?"

"Doesn't he study poly sci?"

"No, that's someone else. How do you not know this?"

It became clear I did not have my finger on the pulse of the College. I said I didn't really care I didn't know all of this, but subconsciously I did care. It seems stupid now that I'd be willing to live two years here and not attempt to get to know as many people as I could.

It's funny to think that some of my closest friends here cannot remember talking to me once during the first four months of my stay. I simply had no interaction with them. I didn't seek them out and I was pretty closed off. Damn that was dumb. Case in point, my neighbour down the hall Bryan is now a good friend. He knows my sense of humour and I know his. If you ask him about my early SJC days, he'll tell you I was a mystery to him. He knew me as the guy with the message board on his door. That's all he knew about me.

Another example, is my friend Rhonda. We're close friends now, but I can't remember talking to her until almost January. I don't remember eating dinner with her during the first term. I don't remember her at any of the formal dinners. Weird.

So something must have happened during the holiday break, because I came back a changed man-child. In January, I started branching out. It wasn't even a conscious decision, it just happened. Sure, I continued to be close with Nic and Marcia, but it no longer pained me if I didn't eat dinner with them. I began to meet and talk to other people and they got to know me. As this happened, I felt more and more comfortable with myself and with my place in the College. This change was apparent to Marcia, because one day she remarked at how I had opened up to more residents. I could detect she was proud of me, like how a mom is proud of her little boy when she sees him making friends on the playground.

So, here we are now in the present. In the intervening months, I have met so many people. It took me a few months for the real Erwin to emerge, but at least I made the change and I am so thankful for it.

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This week marks my last full week at St. John's College. Before I move out, I thought I'd share some of my memories I have of this wonderful place. I'm not sure if there will be a part two, but here goes.

Right now, I'm feel completely comfortable here at SJC. This feels like home. This wasn't the case at first, that's for sure.

Nearly two years ago, I remember waiting until the very last day to move in for good at SJC. I moved most of my stuff during the weekend, but went back to my parents' place afterwards. The Monday before school started was my first night at the College. I remember my mother had come to help clean my room (my folks love cleaning) and in the process she broke a desk lamp of mine that I had used all through undergrad. I thought that might have been a bad omen. It turns out the desk lamp they gave me at SJC was way better than my old crappy lamp. Heh.

I remember in the evening I was setting up my computer, when I discovered I made a serious mistake in my packing. I had forgotten to bring the power cable for my computer. I had all the cables set up, except I couldn't get power to my computer. I felt so stupid. How do you forget something like that? Luckily, SJC partners you up with a "buddy" to show your around the College. I met my buddy, Ivette, on the weekend. So I went up to her and her fiancee's room. I remember walking up the staircase and thinking, "This is the first time I've seen this staircase." It seemed like a weird thing to think.

They didn't have a spare cable for me, but Ivette's fiancee, Mark was so helpful. He e-mailed the SJC newslist and asked if anyone could help me. This was my first exposure to the newslist and it definitely was not my last. I thanked them for their help and returned down to my room. Back then, I had really inadequate lighting, so I just unpacked in the dim room. Not minutes later, I heard a knock on my door. Some random dude I had never met was at my door with a computer cable. He told me he had an extra one and that I could use it. I thanked him profusely and promised to return it to him as soon as I got a new one.

This was my first brush with the generosity that I would see countless times over at the College. Incidently, the name of my mysterious saviour? None other than Jan Hanneman. We would eventually get to know each other in the coming months.

With Jan's cable in hand, I was able to power up my computer. I was quite excited to be finally on ResNet. Shortly after I finished my undergrad, UBC let all UBC residents have free Internet access on ResNet. I felt I got left out. I finally got my chance to try it out. After doing some random downloads, I saw that it was just as fast as ADSL, if not much faster in some cases.

I had done enough unpacking for one night and I didn't know anyone there, so I just played Team Fortress Classic on-line. A clear sign that grad school wasn't going to be anything like undergrad, I noticed I had absolutely no committments on the first day of school: no classes, no tutorials, and no meetings. Sweet. I played TFC until 2am when I thought I better get some rest.

As I crawled into my new bed and turned out the lights, I became immediately aware my life had taken a completely new direction. You're most of aware you're in a different place when you're in a strange bed. As I stared into the darkness at my ceiling, I heard my old mini-fridge start up its motor. I had that fridge for three years during undergrad. The sound of that motor had been seared into my brain. That sound triggered many memories of years past. It was then I finally realized what I had done. I had returned to UBC to do a graduate degree, and here it was the night before the first day of my new life. I began to think, "What the hell have I done? I'm lying here in residence again as a student once more. Meanwhile, my dinky little fridge from undergrad is making that crappy noise like it always has. Geez, what the hell have I done?"

My mind was full of doubt that first night. While the doubt did eventually disappear, it didn't happen overnight. That was, however, what happened on my first night here at SJC.

Incidently, I added a whole bunch of lighting to my place and I'm really happy with it. And that dinky fridge? I sold it and I have a much larger (and quieter!) one now. It's all good in the end.

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On Sunday I attended a surprise birthday party at the False Creek Community Centre on Granville Island. It was for my friend Sarah O. Her husband Brad works at the FCCC and arranged for the whole thing.

I guess she was quite surprised to see us all. There was a BBQ and lots of food. I can tell you I have a new respect for the quality of meat they sell down on Granville Island. Bryan and Sarah K. bought this huge chunk of marinated sirloin. Man, that thing looked good. I had a small sample. Tasty!

After the food was consumed, we played with the Eyetoy on the FCCC PS2. That was a lot of fun. You look stupid doing it, but it's well worth it. Next, we played a party game and had some birthday cake.

Then Brad decided to bring out the Bouncy Castle. If you can imagine men and women in their late twenties jumping up and down in an inflatable castle, that was what happened.

The whole thing was brought out in the gym of the FCCC. It had windows along two sides and people could watch us act like idiots. The best part though was when Brad out the dodgeballs. These were the real deal, balls made especially for dodgeball. Brad has a wicked arm and he whipped three at me in quick succession. Luckily, I was able to enter into bullet time and dodged all his attempts. Several of us started throwing balls at Brad since he was so much better than us.

Maddy found the equipment room and put on a hockey mask. She also grabbed a tennis racquet and started throwing dodgeballs at her. I didn't realize at first we were supposed to loft the balls at her so I nailed her.

Brad then organized us for a game of Quidditch dodgeball. He came up with the game himself. The rules are too long to explain, but I will say it's probably the most fun I've had in a while.

Here are some pics from the day.

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After incorrectly believing it could have been found at either Wreck or Kits Beach, I discovered "the best rack in Vancouver" on Granville Island this Sunday. Bada bing!

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Maybe it's because I was under a rock during the last few Summer Olympics, but when did the Games of the Olympiad get so focused on sex appeal? I know the Olympics are now very much tied into TV ratings, but it appears choices are being made just for the sake of sizzle and flash, rather than pure athletics.

First up is, of course, beach volleyball. Granted, the outfits the women and men wear on the sand make perfect sense. It's the beach, why wouldn't you play in bathing suits? I would argue it's probably the only Olympic sport where sexy and practical outfits are the one and the same. In Athens though, they've introduced those official Olympic beach volleyball dancers. They can already be found on the pro circuit but this is the first time they've appeared at the Olympics. Do they make the event more athletic? No, not really, but I don't think anyone is complaining. This post would be incomplete if I didn't offer some visual evidence of what I was writing about.



Next up is women's volleyball. In North America at least, I've always seen women play volleyball in the standard garb of tight shorts and sleeveless shirts. You gotta admit the shorts are kinda sexy, but beyond that, I think it's quite a respectable and practical way to play volleyball. The European and South American teams seem to prescribe to a different style of dress however. Pictured below is the Greek women's volleyball team. They're wearing tight, one-piece uniforms that appear to be made of Spandex. Is this really necessary? They're essentially wearing a one-piece bathing suit to play volleyball inside. At least with the shorts, the women are covered down to the upper thigh, with these things, their asses are all hanging out. I'm surprised people don't talk about this more. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not about to write the FIVB and ask them to change the uniform standards, I'm just wondering.



Next up is women's basketball. You might be thinking, how the hell can basketball be that sexy? I thought that too, but then I started watching basketball in Athens. From watching the WNBA and NCAA basketball, I always thought the women just wore what the men wore in games, the standard basketball jersey and loose, long shorts. Both the men and women uniforms were basically interchangeable. Well, wasn't I surprised when I saw what the Australian women were wearing. They were sporting these tight, one-piece uniforms. I suppose this makes them distinguishable from the men's teams, but is it really necessary? Does it help with shooting and lay-ups?



I guess I could theorize that either women want to wear these type of outfits for their sport or that they need to draw more attention to their sport. I wish all sports could stand on their own for what they offer in terms of athletic displays, but that's not reality. Between bathing suits in volleyball and glowing pucks in hockey, it's about image in the end.

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